St Davitt’s College, Castlebar, Mayo

Bully

 

Every day at lunch,

You eat your chicken roll,

While we stare down your air hole,

You shout abuse as I hunch over the table.

You spread rumours online,

About the way I act,

You say things behind my back,

It sends a shiver down my spine.

You demise anyone different,

And you don’t see anything wrong,

But I am strong.

Bully.

Anon

Pain

 

Who knows what real pain is 

Pain comes in many different forms,

The pain of losing a loved one 

Or the pain of just not fitting in,

The pain of being bullied,

Or the greater pain of realising that nobody came to help you

 

The pain of working so hard to get that a,

But to only get a b,

The pain of trying so hard to build that tree house 

But for you dad to cut it down

 

The pain of watching you dog dying 

Knowing that the only thing you can do to help it is put it down.

The pain of agreeing to what people say

Even though you know it’s morally wrong

 

The pain of watching a tragedy in the news,

Knowing that tomorrow it will be old news

The pain of watching someone get bullied,

Being afraid to help because next it could be you,

 

But if there’s anything that I know it is this,

Pain is temporary, quitting lasts forever.

 
Liam McEllin

Dreams of Change

Emotions, Ideas, Images and Sensations

Are what make up dreams,

They make you beam with happiness

Make you scream with fear.

We don’t know the purpose of them,

We sleep and think with dreams,

They motivate us, giving us an understanding of things,

We can dream of anything.

People can dream of change,

But yet they manage to avoid the people who don’t,

 We can change for the better

But some choose to not.

Change can be for the best,

Or worst.

All what’s needed is a chance.

All we can do now is dream, of what we want.

 

S.D.

Broken Scene

 

Sticks and stones may break bones but wounds like that heal,

Harsh words can stick and hurt and the pain feels real,

Some things are just too hard to conceal.

 

They say the grass is always greener on the other side but I’d rather work on this than start again new,

Grass only gets greener when you water it can’t you see that this is true,

No time to argue I decided we’ll never be younger than we are now and I can’t spend any more time away from you.

 

They said we’d never amount to anything but we packed our  bags left town, head held high and didn’t look back,

We were alright though, became the new leaders and tried to hide from another attack,

But here we are once again and I’m feeling like I’m gonna crack.

 

They’re telling me that everything’s gonna be good like it has been,

And I don’t wanna be mean so I try and act like a queen,

But in the end we’ll always be stuck in this broken scene.
Anonymous

Anger

We all have anger,

Anger inside,

Some more than most,

It’s not for people to boast,

We hide it inside,

But people tend crack,

And we try to stay behind,

Skins as tough as rhinoceros hide

 

But when people crack they explode inside,

Their pilot light turns to roaring flame,

They don’t care who is in their sights,

Even while we think anger bites,

Because they don’t know how to cope

    

Afterwards they retreat inside,

This is where we all try to hide,

We look for someone else to blame,

When others anger is directed on you,

We are full of forlorn hope,

Like we can’t even use a skipping rope

 

 

When people get angry, frustrated, mad,

They need time,

To find themselves,

So they can get up,

To try again

 

Jamie Nolan

Addicts

Miscommunication,

Disassociation,

Delirious before noon,

Apprehensive,

Inattentive,

“Mama, I’ll be home soon.”

Cold sweats,

Stomach upsets,

Only you know what’s wrong,

Carelessness,

Hopelessness,

You’ll be alive, not long.

Kate Todd

No Escape

He wakes up in the middle of the night in terror, trembling, drenched in sweat.

He lies still, afraid to close his eyes.

The nightmares haunting him, there is no escape.

 

He goes to school, and waits in the bathroom.

He hears the haunting voices that he so dearly tries to avoid, 

He holds his breath, afraid to be heard.

But it is too late, there is no escape. 

 

He’s forced out of the cubicle, he knows what is next.

The blood oozes from his nose, he cries in agony.

He lies on the cold tiles, numb with pain.

The sound of their footsteps fades, but he knows there is no escape.

 

The school day drags on as he attempts to hide the bruises, the scars.

He sits in class, planning an escape route home.

He can’t take it anymore.

 

There is no escape.

Chloe Burke, Sal Heneghan

Rain Will Make the Flowers Grow

“Ugly, fat, worthless”, the bullying comments fall like rain,

flooding my mind with emotions.

The drip-drop of the hail lands on me,

soaking deep into my skin.

“Ugly, fat, worthless”, the bullying comments hurt with pain,

poisoning me like potions.

The verbal rain falls, no one can see,

But I will never let them win.

“Ugly, fat, worthless”, the bullying comments fall like rain,

Onto the flowers far below,

But rain will make the flowers grow.

By Freya Blendell and Niamh Kelly

Doctor Doctor

(This poem tells the story of a child who is at a psychiatrist telling a doctor about his daily interactions of life)

Doctor Doctor, I spend my days listening to parents  worrying about little spots on their face,

crying over waves of wrinkles camouflaging against the fading colours of their insight into what is a disgrace.

Doctor Doctor, we worry about times where crimes are at the scenes of our lives, on the news where people’s boos are ignored. Opinions mean nothing in the eye of the power.

Doctor Doctor, we sink at the blink of an eye into the world filled of useless lines about life on the world of electronic shite.

Doctor Doctor, we try to fly without wings in terms of experiences brought to us from peers that contain ideas of acts of stupidity that we heed and bleed.  

Doctor Doctor, we write to fight for our words of great insight into how or why something is not right. Our efforts mean nothing when it’s meanings are out of sight.

Doctor Doctor, my life is lies that we try to live, to hide from the light of reality, and in the comfort of our bed, we dread the outside..

Andrey Connolly

The Field

Everyones been there even the guards,

You never know what type of night is on the cards

I told my mum I was going to stay 

At my friend’s house until the next day,

She doesn’t have a clue what I wanna do;

Half a naggin and a few cans too.

“Ring him up hes over eighteen

He’ll get us drink but he cant be seen”

I drink it down like a fizzy coke 

Taking my time, I don’t want to choke.

The smell of vodka pierces my nose,

But this type of night is the night I chose

In a grassy field that smells of grass 

With people telling me “there’s stuff on your arse”

When the drink kicks in I feel like a king 

Confidence is high like the evening sky

 

Is this reality I often asked

My friends tell me be careful “you don’t want to be harassed”

When it all becomes too much and the liver blows

And its becoming hard to feel your nose,

The field is like a king sized bed 

somewhere that anyone can rest their head

The walk to the chipper is always a blur

But food is a necessity it’s always the cure

Waiters are impatient always in a hurry 

But all I want is my chips, cheese and curry

Were in the chipper the lights come on, 

we start to sing a familiar song 

“Get out! Get out!” they start to shout, 

but I’m not finished with my drunken mouth

I need to phone my mum to say I’ve just had a brilliant day

She answers and asks me if “I’m alright” 

but I end the conversation with a cheeky goodnight

We’ve all done it once our secrets wont be revealed

They’re all kept safe in the drunken field

 

 

Sophia Byrne & Erin O’Reilly

We Are…

I am the Sultan Of Swing,

The Captain Of Cool,

The Baron Of Banter.

I am the Cuddle Lover,

The Ginger Furball,

The Nerd.

We are The Next Generation

We are the Bloggers,

The Tweeters,

The Messers.

We Are Connected.

And Yet,

I am Lonely.

Matthew Toner

Elements 

It was very cold that day

The trees blew and almost fell

All the groves were trembling,

And the badgers were scared

 

Be careful of the wind my friend

It kills people without mercy

Not directly but what it does do is

Make storms

Knock trees on people which scrape through peoples skin

 

Some days are happy and sunny

But beneath that happiness is horror

The sun, beautiful as it is, still burns people

And there’s nothing to stop it

Because the sun is fire it helps and hurts

 

 

The water is like middle ground

It is not the most dangerous and not the safest

Water is good for bringing you food

But it also is home to many scary animals

Who would eat you easily

 

And finally we get to the ground

It will eat you too though it isn’t sentiment

You run on it, you live on it

It is good and bad like everything else

 

All the elements have dangers-

Though not apparent at first

Though you may be surprised by this,

Somebody endures this every day.

 

By Dónal Parkinson

Carpal Fracture

 

Playing on the green field,

Chasing and racing, 

I finally got there,

As I reached across to stop the ball,

With a bang so small, 

I fell to the ground,

People gather around,

I had to leave,

It was hard to believe,

I felt a bit weak,

I was out for four weeks.
Aoife + Clodagh

Expression

This is not how I express myself

Words don’t form, I can’t explain

An English A student but aptitude I feign

Numbers are stupid, letters are worse

My thoughts; wordless, imagination; abstract

Outside the curriculum I feel attacked

by Orla Minish and Eibhlín Lennon